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Welcome My Beautiful Co-Creators of Life!

I am writing to you from beautiful Coeur d'Alene Idaho. That is a picture of my town right now. It is February and we are in the deep dark depths of Winter. I am always thankful for this time as we rejuvenate the spirit, soul and body. Nothing like 4 feet of snow to keep you inside, resting, nourishing your body from the inside out.

It is a time to be thankful that you have a roof over your head, you have a nice warm comfy bed to watch the snow fall outside and you have yummy warm soups to eat by a well lit fire while contemplating the meaning of life.

Isn't that what we all do when we slow down, quiet the mind and listen to the nothingness. It is so quiet when it is snowing. You feel like you are just a snowflake floating around this massive unknown waiting to be heard by anyone.

But no one is listening. That is the point. I feel like the more I quiet the mind the more I understand that I am waiting for myself to awaken and listen. As I start to truly dig into the layers and depths of myself I am truly surprised that all I was waiting for was me. To Just Wake Up! Remember!

Waking up in this world is the hardest thing I have ever done. And I mean EVER done. It is raw and hurts and makes you see sides of yourself that are very unpleasant. Sides of yourself you didn't think you had. But it is yourself who is just staring at you. So many emotions rush through you. The hurt, the anger, the regret, the disappointment, the guilt. It all sits there judging you. Looking back at you pointing its finger saying "you are not good enough". What is matter with you. Why do you think you can be this magnificent spiritual being who has god consciousness. Who made you, God?

Well as a matter of fact "God made me God."

If you look at the real truth of everything, you start to see through the lies and deceptions that you have been told, seen, heard and fed since the minute you born. Nothing is as it seems. Nothing.

I grew up in the Catholic religion but always had a hard time attending church. I hated the Dead Man nailed to a cross staring down at me with the thorns in his head in such anguish it made me want to cry. His sad torn face in such pain. I was 3 years old and this was my first memory of church. As I grew up we would go every week. Doing the exact same ritual every week. Same songs, same words, same, same, same. It was killing me from the inside out. I didn't want to take the body of Christ or the Blood of Christ. Why would I want to eat someone. It was so barbaric and I never understood it.

It took me 17 years to finally say enough is enough. I guess I will burn in hell but I can't go to church anymore. That was my thought at the time. A very lonely 17 year old trying to figure this all out. It was an agonizing decision and I truly mourned for about a year. But as one door closes another opens. And luckily for me it opened by allowing me to be introduced to Urantia in 1987. This book helped start my path to finding my true origin, my true self, my one and only authentic God self. Thank you Lord!

But as we all know it is baby steps to self actualization. Actually one step forward ten steps back. You have so many things that are here to deter you from your one true goal in this life. To become the God Sovereign Free being you were created to be.

There are beings, people, entities, aliens, demons whatever and however you want to categorize them that don't want you to figure out that you are GOD. Nope. The game would be up if we all figured it out. If we all decided to say "Screw this!" the world would change in one minute. That is why the deception is so deep, dark, and dank. They want us to walk around like zombies leading us through life while chaining us to the ground and we don't even know it. We live in our own prison and have for millions of years. But the gig is up and the end game is here. Thank GOD!

But the stakes are huge and we are literally fighting for our God given consciousness. They need it to live and will do anything to keep us the slaves that we have been FOREVER.

Look at the reality we live in today.

We have endless wars over what...

We are killing our animal life because...

We are poisoning the earth so that...

We put toxins in our food to poison us for...

The list goes on, and on, and on. It is absolute madness, insanity, and outright Armageddon.

So what do we do? WE need to WAKE UP! Wake up to all of these facts that are plainly in our sight but we just can't get our head out of the sand. Because we are so inundated with every type of mind control and manipulation we need to start with the basics. Right? That starts with taking responsibility for yourself, your energy, your thoughts, your caring of body, mind and spirit.

So maybe start here as baby steps and work your way up.

1. Drink a gallon of water a day.
2. Eat fresh alive food. Stay away from meats, processed foods, sugar, crap you know you shouldn't eat.
3. Get off the sauce. This is so prevalent in our society and one of the easiest ways they can control anyone.
4. Make sure you work on your connection with your God Source. Every morning and evening before I go to bed I protect my God Source with the 12D Shield given to Humanity by Lisa Renee. Please use this every single day!
5. Turn off the Tel LIES Vision. They manipulate your brain and mind through subliminal messaging. TURN IT OFF.
6. Get out in Nature everyday. I am sitting in a blizzard but I will get out and breath in that fantastic Prana!
7. Listen to Music that is 432 hertz. Music is the building blocks of our Universe. Music was changed many moons ago so make sure to google the music that is 432 hertz. Let it soothe your soul and connect you to your God Source.
8. Sleep, sleep and more sleep. But please use the 12 D shield before you sleep. You are literally sloughing off your old 3D body while you are sleeping and building your new Krystal body. Be excited as this has never been done and YOU ARE DOING IT!
9. Take time to enjoy the wonderful things you like to do with yourself or friends and family.
10. Laugh, laugh until your gut hurts. We all need a lot more fun, laughter and joy in our life.
11. Play. Just go out and play.
12. Get the body moving. Dance, run, walk, jump, snow shoe, lift weights, swim, bike. Do whatever your heart desires but get that booty moving.
13. Read, write, paint. Just get creative!
14. Last but not least Love YOURSELF! You are this Beautiful Amazing Creator God Consciousness Being!

I Love and Thank you ALL for being my co creators in this time. YOU ARE THE BEST!!!
Let's Do This TOGETHER!!!

Your Ever Loving Co Creator Friend Amy